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So! I've finished writing one hell of a long email to Meredithy *goes away to be sad and count the pages - 5 of them* and now I want to put up a story that I wrote to be a Lupinius fic, but I changed it so there are no names and I could hand it in for an English teacher to tell me what they thought. He said he liked it, and I had talent!!

I watched House of Flying Daggers last night...good God, the ending! The death! The depression! The pretteh pretteh snow! Ok, um...spoilers? Where I said death? That was a spoiler. Never mind. I want to go see Corpse Bride when it comes out because 1) Hello, Tim Burton film and 2) It's said that the proper, nice, long HP and the Goblet of Fire trailer is with it! *stares for a glimpse of Miranda or Gary or Daniel Radcliffe plucking his eyebrows*

I'll shut up now and just paste the story. And I've bloody well tried to make this thing work once and it said I had to html code it or something so it had better work now *growls*

 

It has a title! It's so rare for things I write to have titles!

Backwards and Perhaps

There is hugging and love and acceptance and this is how it will be.

There is a sudden flurry of motion as two people stumble towards each other. This is how it will be.

There is nothing said but apologies and forgiveness are understood without words. This is how it will be.

There is silence. There is staring. There is disbelief. This is how it will be.

There is a gasp that should be a sob but it is too proud to change. Eyes flicker hurt and this is how it will be.

There is a comment that shouldn't be said and goes too far but it is spoken and it cuts too deep. This is how it will be.

There is frustration and hands are thrown into the air. A scoff seems more threatening than it intended and this is how it will be.

There is a sudden cacophany as voices tumble over each other and rise in temper. Words are shouted and words are vicious. Words are not meant and this is how it will be.

There is silence and eyes don't meet. This is how it will be.

There is a clap of human thunder. Hands slam down on a table as one person stands up, glaring or staring and they don't know which. This is how it will be.

There is an icy tone to a voice and it speaks a truth that wants to be forgotten. This is how it will be.

There is a retort and it is too hastily said to be thought out. This is how it will be.

There is a remark and eyes lock onto eyes. Neither blinks and nothing can be read from them. This is how it will be.

There is a footfall that turns into footsteps and their maker paces a room. One person ignores and one person is ignored and this is how it will be.

There is a creak and a door starts to open. This is how it will be.

There is a hand upon a doorhandle that lingers before the movement completes its action. The doorhandle turns and this is how it will be.

There is a person standing in front of a door. A person listens for the sound of a door opening. A decision is made and this is how it will be.

There is insecurity and worry. There is fear and this is how it will be.

There is betrayal and sadness and two people both have haunted eyes. This is how it starts.

There is someone approaching a door and this is how it is.

There is a door that opens. Apologies are spoken and forgiveness is granted and the ill-feeling never expressed. Is this how it should be?

 

You likey? Indepth comment me! *is needy* *bats eyelashes for praise*

I now have two favourites on the new Coldplay cd. Fix You and Swallowed in The Sea. In case anyone cared.