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[mooging]

Well. Gah. Hate the day and I've only been up a few hours. Shitty shitty shitty day. My mother is ill-but-in-denial and I don't know if that's worse than ill-and-in-bed and somehow I have become hated by her for NO REASON and everyone is grumpy and I'm so just going the hell back upstairs and refusing to come down again until I DIE or until everyone goes out and leaves me alone.

But first I have to read Meredithy's email!

The Piano Teacher came yesterday and I lurve and adore and want to pick up and cuddle (and everything else) Isabelle Huppert and I just want to go and watch it now but I'm waiting until it's nighttime...I'm weird like this!