and you can see my heart beating

Hey, you know what's a valid lifestyle choice? Staying up to ridiculous o'clock in the morning capping certain scenes from Michael Clayton and watching Dollhouse videos on youtube.

TOTALLY VALID LIFESTYLE CHOICE.

fic: Narnia RPF - this is the challenge (what are you so afraid of?)

This fic comes with the message that I have gone fairly wrong, but what's new? I'm weirdly proud of this one, mainly because Tilda is ridiculously intimidating to write and also because it comes so soon after the last fic. IN YOUR FACE, WRITER'S BLOCK, I REFUSE TO BE DEFEATED. Also, a big gigantic thank you to likecharity, who somehow understands everything mental I write at her, and for making me think about this pairing. <333

I did have, at one point, vague qualms about this being my first fic posted this year but not for long. Start as you mean to go on?

And context is for losers.

Title: this is the challenge (what are you so afraid of?)
Fandom: Narnia RPF
Pairing: Skandar/Tilda.
Rating: NC17
Word Count: ~4500
Disclaimer: This never happened, not saying it did, Narnia characters aren't mine, everyone real belongs to themselves, apologies to everyone involved. Title from 'Oblivion' by Patrick Wolf, and the cut text from 'Heavy in Your Arms' by Florence and the Machine.
Warnings: Oh god. Mild bondage, whip play, d/s dynamic, age gap (18 and 49), power play, pain kink, over-use of italics. That last one definitely requires a warning.
Summary: "Go on, then," Tilda says, flexing her wrists in the handcuffs over her head. "Do it."

( is it worth the wait? )

Er, Happy New Year?