caught up in the crossfire

A THING: I am rewatching Dollhouse for the first time and, like, I'm remembering why I haven't watched it since I finished it last year and that reason is HEARTBREAK. I SAID THAT BEFORE BUT IT IS STILL TRUE. I don't even - like, I am so ridiculously invested in that show it's ridiculous. GUYS WHEN I FIRST SAW THE FINALE I CRIED FOR AN OBSCENE AMOUNT OF TIME AND CAN STILL BURST INTO TEARS AT THE DROP OF A HAT IF SOMEONE TALKS ABOUT IT. jshgfjsdgfhd it's like, even in the ludicrous early season one episodes I'm still all DDD: because ajsgfhjhgsdjfhg. CAN'T EVEN WORD. NO WORDS FOR YOU.

And, like, I am very aware of the fact that it was patchy in places, and the whole core of squick, but MY HEARRRRRT, okay. I'm currently engaged in trying to get as many people to watch it as I possibly can so I've kept back all the specific "this thing is the THING I CANNOT COPE WITH DD:" but I should just say that I signed up for jossverse_bb and if I finish the rewatch and/or the fic without DROWNING IN TEARS FOREVER, I will be SUPER SURPRISED.

~feelings~